I WANT LIFE I WANT TO MOVE I HATE IT HERE I HATE THE PEOPLE HERE I DON'T WANT TO LIE ANYMORE I WANT TO FLY

DATUM: 2010-05-08 KLOCKAN: 17:45:41 HEARTBEATS 1 KOMMENTARER



AND I DO MY BEST NOT TO CARE

DATUM: 2010-05-04 KLOCKAN: 12:01:24 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER

theresbeautyinthebreakdown: (via takemymemories)



IT'S OKAY

DATUM: 2010-04-29 KLOCKAN: 13:19:38 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER



UNTIL WE BLEED

DATUM: 2010-04-28 KLOCKAN: 18:38:00 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER
7348) I am so tired. Tired of life, school, thinking, of just everything. Sometimes I can actually feel myself fading away.


I KNOW IT'S OVER AND IT NEVER REALLY BEGAN BUT IN MY HEART IT WAS SO REAL

DATUM: 2010-04-24 KLOCKAN: 00:15:20 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER
You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.


i höst rymmer jag. jag rymmer och låtsas som att det här aldrig har hänt.


YOU'RE ALREADY IN HELL I WISH WE COULD TO GO TO HELL

DATUM: 2010-04-10 KLOCKAN: 04:23:38 HEARTBEATS 1 KOMMENTARER

 

kan inte sova och kan inte sluta tänka.



YOU'RE NOT WORTH A THING

DATUM: 2010-04-06 KLOCKAN: 13:01:44 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER



THIS TIME I'M ALONE AND I DON'T SEE THOSE STARS

DATUM: 2010-04-05 KLOCKAN: 14:52:40 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER

we stopped checking for monsters under our bed because we realized they were inside us

jag mår illa och vill sova bort hela lovet. alternativt titta på sagan om ringen och äta chips. idag vill jag förövrigt bara försvinna, låta all otillräcklighet sluka mig. jag är trött på att skrika mig hes när ingen hör och jag är trött på att försöka när ingen ändå märker.



I NEVER REALISED THE LENGTHS I'D HAVE TO GO ALL THE DARKEST CORNERS OF A SENSE I DIDN'T KNOW

DATUM: 2010-04-03 KLOCKAN: 22:56:13 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren’t lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;

You might as well live.



I DON'T KNOW IF THE PAIN IS GONE OR IF I'M JUST GETTING USED TO IT

DATUM: 2010-04-02 KLOCKAN: 12:48:41 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER



I JUST WISH I FELT ALIVE

DATUM: 2010-04-02 KLOCKAN: 00:35:12 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER




YOU KNOW THAT SILENCE IS LOUD WHEN ALL YOU HEAR IS YOUR HEART

DATUM: 2010-03-31 KLOCKAN: 23:45:48 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER

and i'm done fighting for someone, when nobody wants to fight for me.



AND YOU TOLD ME EVERYTHING I WANTED TO HEAR THEN YOU SOLD ME NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW I SHOULD FEEL

DATUM: 2010-03-19 KLOCKAN: 22:53:50 HEARTBEATS 1 KOMMENTARER

But mostly, I cried because my life had been going full speed for so long and now it had just stopped, like running right into a big brick wall, knocking the wind and the fight right out of me. And I didn’t know if I ever even wanted to get up and start breathing again.

Druckit té och lyssnat på musik hela kvällen. Känner mig helt tom och det enda jag vill är att ta studenten och flytta härifrån. Det är så sjukt, hur mycket allt förändrats. Och jag vet verkligen inte hur jag ska hantera allt. För helst skulle jag bara vilja spy ut alla känslor och sen bara be honom att dra åt helvete. Men det går ju inte. Jag är så trött bara, helt slut. Vill sova och drömma mig långt bort, vartsomhelst - bara BORT..

(Sofia, tack<3)


I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON THOSE WORDS THAT KISS

DATUM: 2010-03-17 KLOCKAN: 20:14:24 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER
HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AND DRIVE YOURSELF HOME, I HOPE THERE'S ICE ON ALL THE ROADS. AND YOU CAN THINK OF ME WHEN YOU FORGET YOUR SEATBELT, THEN AGAIN WHEN YOUR HEAD GOES THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD - BRAND NEW

hm. men det känns ändå ganska skönt att vara förbannad istället för ledsen. så dra åt helvete är du snäll. can't wait tills jag slipper den här skiten.


THE WALLS ARE CAVING IN

DATUM: 2010-03-09 KLOCKAN: 01:49:21 HEARTBEATS 2 KOMMENTARER


mandaffodil: SAM: it’s me! it’s your sam. don’t you know your sam?FRODO: i can’t do this, sam.SAM: i know. it’s all wrong. by rights we shouldn’t even be here. but we are. it’s like in the great stories, mr. frodo. the ones that really mattered. full of darkness and danger they were, and sometimes you didn’t wanna know the end, because how could the end be happy? how could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? but in the end, it’s only a passing thing. this shadow, even darkness, must pass. a new day will come, and when the sun shines it’ll shine out the clearer. those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. but i think mr. frodo, i do understand. i know now. folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. they kept going, because they were holding onto something.FRODO: what’re we holding onto, sam?SAM: that there’s some good in this world, mr. frodo. and it’s worth fighting for. this has been, and will always be, my favorite scene. ♥ (god tumblr, why does your re-sizing make my pictures look so crappy)


SAM: it’s me! it’s your sam. don’t you know your sam?
FRODO: i can’t do this, sam.
SAM: i know. it’s all wrong. by rights we shouldn’t even be here. but we are. it’s like in the great stories, mr. frodo. the ones that really mattered. full of darkness and danger they were, and sometimes you didn’t wanna know the end, because how could the end be happy? how could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? but in the end, it’s only a passing thing. this shadow, even darkness, must pass. a new day will come, and when the sun shines it’ll shine out the clearer. those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. but i think mr. frodo, i do understand. i know now. folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. they kept going, because they were holding onto something.
FRODO: what’re we holding onto, sam?
SAM: that there’s some good in this world, mr. frodo. and it’s worth fighting for.


(klockan är snart två, jag har inget liv + all time favoritscen alla kategorier, alla filmer)



SO HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE

DATUM: 2010-03-07 KLOCKAN: 11:56:15 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER


6153) I want amnesia. just because I think it's the only way I'll ever get rid of the pain that I've felt after you crushed me.


killmekillmekillme.


I'M BETTER OFF ALONE

DATUM: 2010-03-05 KLOCKAN: 18:25:58 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER

mykeyislost:


NU MÅSTE JAG SLUTA, BARA FUCKING SLUTA. SLUTASLUTASLUTASLUTASLUTA.



FORGIVE ME

DATUM: 2010-03-03 KLOCKAN: 21:15:34 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER

forgive me for liking you too much, i'll forgive you for not liking me enough. forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, i'll forgive you for not hearing it. forgive me for finding you amazing, i'll forgive you for never noticing. forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, i'll forgive you for avoinding me. forgive me for being so pathetic, i'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. forgive me for not being able to let you go, i'll forgive you for never holding on.

vet inte vad jag ska skriva här längre så jag koncentrerar mig på min bildblogg och skiter i den här ett tag. texten säger allt jag skulle vilja säga, fast bättre. hm. orkarinteeee.



THE CURRENTS WILL PULL YOU AWAY FROM YOUR LOVE JUST KEEP YOUR HEAD ABOVE

DATUM: 2010-03-02 KLOCKAN: 14:31:34 HEARTBEATS 0 KOMMENTARER



TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED

DATUM: 2010-02-28 KLOCKAN: 20:53:07 HEARTBEATS 1 KOMMENTARER
I'M TIRED

I'M TIRED OF WAITING. I'M TIRED OF YOU ALWAYS BEING ON MY MIND. I'M TIRED OF LIES. I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE. I'M TIRED OF SEEING YOU. I'M TIRED OF YOU IGNORING ME. I'M TIRED OF YOU CHANGING. I'M TIRED OF YOU PRETENDING TO BE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT. I'M TIRED OF YOU ACTING LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME. I'M TIRED OF LYING IN MY BED, CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU. I'M TIRED OF FAKE SMILES. I'M TIRED OF THAT SONG I KEEP PLAYING OVER AND OVER AGAIN, 'CAUSE IT REMINDS ME OF YOU (angus & julia  - all of me). I'M TIRED OF IT ALL. AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE? I'M TIRED OF NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.



(jag måste sluta läsa gamla sms och ja, texten är från bilden från förra inlägget.. och yes. jag lyssnar fortfarande på swim. det är den första låten på typ ett halvår som gör att jag inte vill ge upp, som får mig ganska glad.)


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